thought i'd have something to say, but it turns out that the opposite is true. . .
I made contact with someone I care for immensly, she is more important in ways than my own mother. I respect her more, and she used to love me more than my mother.
however she emailed me back saying she was rushing into a meeting, but then ... although I emailed her again, I am yet to hear from her.
I hope it is only that she is busy... but then that shows how unimportant I must be to her now, oh so many years later.
OR she doesn't really want to be in touch with me , nd just i dont know. maybe she knows I wont have the courage to write back without a reply